Posted by: iamlillian | July 9, 2009

Risk

-Inspire me, Thursday-

Woke up after +/- 18hours of sleep. Haven’t done that for a long long time, couldn’t recall if I’ve ever done that before! That’s a record for me. =P
At one stage i was struggling to get up after the alarm clock set off at 6pm last evening, but ended up sleeping on until 4+am. I felt my body was so heavy that i couldn’t lift myself off the bed, my heavy eyelids resisting to stay opened, both eyes so tightly closed…seconds later, i was back in the slumberland….

hours later…the beast is awake…
yes, wide awake now, feeling 100% again after night duties and altered sleep routine. =D

when all was still in bed…i was up. the feeling was strange. i had to be careful to keep noises to the minimal. tiptoeing to the toilet, down the stairs, etc. was thinking, what i could achieve during the early hours of the day…
To spend quiet time with God.
In the stillness, i called upon the Lord. and just be emptied of myself once again before the Lord. starting the day by reading psalms and thinking of His wondrous love.
Come fill me again, Lord.
feeling 100% again, i am grateful =)
guess i really needed those extra hours of sleep.
my mind is at rest, body rejuvenated =P
ready for  ‘Inspire me, Thursday’
came across the sayings on Risk, by a renowned author - Leo Buscaglia
first read this on a greeting card while browsing with friends at Zetta Florence, Brunswick St, Melbourne.
some thoughts to ponder upon on…

RISK

cartoon by Michael Leunig

To laugh is to risk appearing the fool.
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
To reach out for another is to risk involvement.
To expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self.
To place your ideas, your dreams, before a crowd is to risk their loss.
To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To live is to risk dying.
To hope is to risk failure.

But risks must be taken.
Because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.
If you risk nothing and do nothing, you dull your spirit.

You may avoid suffering and sorrow, but you cannot learn, feel, change, grow, love, and live.
Chained by your attitude, you are a slave.
You have forfeited your freedom.
Only if you risk are you free.

-by Leo Buscaglia

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“are you afraid of taking risks in life?

are you too comfortable at where you are now?

what to do about risks?

what would you do about them?

are you running away from something?

are you going to be bold and strong before the risks?”

… …

was listening to ‘The Afters’ -’i wish we all could win’

the chorus says…‘I wish we all could win// i wish we all could smile// i wish we all could make our mothers proud’


“It’s not enough to have lived. We should be determined to live for something. May I suggest that it be creating joy for others, sharing what we have for the betterment of personkind, bringing hope to the lost and love to the lonely.”

Leo F. Buscaglia
1924-1998

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time is 7:43am…time for next agenda, a walk in the neighbourhood. a beutiful cold winter day…learning to appreciate little things in this blessed life of mine.

Thank You, Father.

Posted by: iamlillian | July 8, 2009

Life in the fast lane

8th July 2009 wednesday

Just had my 3rd, also the last 10hours night duty of 3 nights in the ENT/Oral-Max/Head & Neck/ Eye ward.

God has been merciful and faithful, watching me through the nights, through the past 4 months.

I am grateful. i am relieved. I am excited. >.<

Appreciate all the support and guidance of the senior staff and all the staff at Q5. Your little acts of kindness really mean a lot to me!

Thank you to individuals for being patient with me, teaching me, correcting me, leading me, listening to me, showing me…

also thanking my clinical facilitator, Laura and ward preceptor, Jai. You both have been a great support to me. Thank you!

full of thanks…

’sister’ Lil =P

+++

Reflecting on the past 4 months…

It has been like a ride in a whirlwind. A roller-coaster ride. There are moments in the dark valleys, times besides the quiet stream.

The good days, the bad days & the not-so-smooth days.

It’s been a challenge both physically, mentally as well as emotionally.

Physical – waking up at 5:45am, 6-7hours of sleep, walking in the cold winter day to work, fast-paced walking at work, bending down to put shoes on for patients, walking extra steps for patient’s sake – picking up discharge medications, sweating, standing for long hours, shoulder pain, back pain, little little physical gestures that mount to tiredness, etc.

mental – time-management, priority management, stress management, decision-making, calculating, remembering things, mind-mapping, asking the right questions, assessing patients, etc.

emotional – fulfilling, rewarding, stressful, overwhelming, emo-moments, satisfied, patient, strong, bold, bad, good, confident, not too bad, just right, ‘a-ha, ooo, awww, sob*, sniff*, =) ‘ moments …a whirlwind of emotions…

a sigh of relief.

it’s all over and done with. Done.

moving on to the next rotation…next Monday.

3rd July 2009 friday

This morning was my last morning shift in ENT/Oral-Max/Head & Neck/ Eye (i know, it’s super busy here) surgical ward, with night duties on following days.

i remembered once someone told me if i survived this ward, i should be pretty alright in other wards. let’s hope so.

Next ‘pit-stop’ – ORTHOpedics.

and i will be moving on to my 2nd rotation ward in a weeks’ time  – Orthopedics and trauma services.  It will be a whole new ’settling-in’ and learning process in this surgical specialty.

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As usual, this morning was hectic and constantly on the move.

One of my colleagues’ favourite question whenever she sees me – ‘How’s life in the fast lane?’

and my fellow friends/peer would throw me this question- ‘So, how’s work?’ , ‘How’s working life?’

Sometimes i would say it’s good, managable, coping well, smooth & enjoyable;  sometimes would be challenging, hectic, constant, difficult, feel-like-drowning & overwhelming.

Somehow today, in the midst of busyness, i took a little step back and just simply, consciously acknowledging the busy, jam-packed pace of my time+task management in this ward.

surprisingly, today is THE Day i would like to remember of this ward.

i had four patients from each specialty this morning. One under ophthalmology, one under oral-maxillofacial, one under Australian Craniofacial Unit, & one under Ear- Nose – Throat.

Shift started at 7am. We had handover from the night nurse.

7:30am – by now we would have done our cheat sheets and have a glance at the care plans.

7:30~ 8:00+ preparing IV antibiotics, medications.

8:00 + vital signs observation (obs) on all patients & involve in doctors’ ward rounds.

8:00+ depending on the frequency of checking vital signs obs, sometimes could be really busy with hourly obs, 2 hourly obs, neurological obs, etc.

Especially with patients with tracheotomies, it could be hourly/2 hourly frequent suctioning & cleaning the inner tubes.

9:00+ asking patients whether they want to have a shower. ADL’s – Activities of daily living.  Assisting patients in mobility, toileting assistance for the elderlies, post-op patients with restricted movement. Bed-making, assisting in the showers, washes in bed, etc.

removal of drains/ wound dressings. Administering pain reliefs.

sometimes, there’ll be phone calls from theatre to prepare the patients for surgeries. Phone calls from family members enquirying, etc.

Besides ticking off the things on my cheat sheet, making sure all the tasks have been done for every hour, i have to check the charts to make sure all is up-to-date.

also, need to make time to discharge patients – chase doctor’s letters, pharmacist to pick up script & process the script. Contacting transitional care team if required, etc discharge plans. Educating patients on wound care, etc. Answering questions from patients, or relatives.

Receiving new admissions/ patients transferring from ICU, Stepdown or other units.

occasionally, we have incidents like code blue (medical emergency), patients fell/collapsed; code black (personal threats, aggressions); staff injury etc.

recently, a staff was hit in the face by a confused elderly. They had to call a code black on the elderly. Poor patient, we had to apply restraint to keep her from harming self/others.

much to ramble on…well, nursing will always be interesting….never dull, especially in a busy surgical ward in a metropolitan hospital. =P

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signing off…

time to hit the bed. i love my bed. appreciate it even more when not in bed for a few nights.

Posted by: iamlillian | July 6, 2009

pottery 2009

These are the pots that i’ve made from the pottery class few weeks ago at WEA.

time to get ready for 2nd night duty…

Posted by: iamlillian | July 2, 2009

Protected: a little belated gift…finally

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Posted by: iamlillian | June 30, 2009

30th June

Today marked the birthday of my good friend :-)

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Happy Birthday to You!

Today marked the end of the financial year. Time for tax return.

Talked to mum n granny on the phone as i walked home from work. :-)

Went back to collect the rest of my pottery from WEA. :-)

Signed up for a new course. ‘Sewing for Beginners’. Starting 6 August. Looking forward to that. :-)

1st July. 5+ months to go. Looking forward to December :-)

10 days to Operation encounter.

1.5 weeks left in my current ward. Ending with 4 night duties :-|

Next: starting new rotation on 13 July. Orthopedic & Trauma services.  ‘:-|

Praise God that i had a wonderful time in Melbourne with my friends :-) and returned safely to Adelaide.

feeling a little surreal that i actually flew there and had a marvellous time and now back to work cycle again.

back with inspirations and ideas. going to do some artsy things. yea.

revisited the artsy Brunswick St, Melbourne. yea.

tasted the best pie at ‘Pie in the Sky’ and what a lovely time in Mrs Marple.

our DIY project is almost done. applying layers of shellac. Soon to assemble the coffee table. yay!

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will soon upload photos of the finished art piece & more of my pottery.

signing off -

a random fact about me: there’re 8 cuts/lacerations/scars on my left hand.

Posted by: iamlillian | June 24, 2009

Pottery

2 weeks after the last pottery class. We can collect our pots from 7-730pm today.

Sadly i had to work. couldnt swap shift with another staff. boo.

so, asked bro to do me a favor – to help me to collect the pots.

These are the finished pots – fired and glazed. =)

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and i just realised then, some were ‘forgotten’. Oops.

sent an email to Mary the tutor, hopefully can still get them back! =)

days of work – over n done with | days off comin’ up! YAY!

off packing for my trip =)

Posted by: iamlillian | June 19, 2009

you’ve got mail

envelope

This morning, this came to our mailbox. =)

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designed and made by the couple.

Posted by: iamlillian | June 19, 2009

quick dinner

A quick hearty dinner with my brother on a Friday night =)

cooking with these ingredients:

spaghetti

spag

chicken breast (sliced)

mushrooms (sliced)

carrot cut

potato cut

green capsicum cut

celery cut

herbs (seasoning)

black pepper

Leggo’s pasta sauce

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voila

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IMG_3708perfect on a winter evening

Posted by: iamlillian | June 19, 2009

the Red Thread

been checking out http://www.visitvictoria.com

header_mainwatch the ad @ http://www.visitvictoria.com/melbournead/

like the idea of the Red thread  =P

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been reading…

My Melbourne

contributed by Beth, 20 June 2007

My Melbourne – the Australian Capital City that makes my heart soar every time I am heading back home for a long overdue rendevouz.

Such a beautiful tapestry of talent from Art to Music, beautiful gardens to the funkiest of cafes. Such style and elegance has her landscape of structures that one feels like they have been on a journey throughout time after spending only one day basking in her magnificent glory. Romantic, tucked away lanes which come to life bearing indulgences a plenty from gorgeous boutiques and bars. Eateries of all desires to satisfy and inspire enven the most seasoned of pallets. There is no other City so enchanting and graceful. That’s My Melbourne.

Mission 2: 24 hours-Enchanting Melbourne

contributed by roentarre, 5 November 2007

Melbourne. A word that signifies classic, yet elegant and sophisticated city. Its architecture reigns the essence of european history with innovation of post modern ideal. Cultured people fill the street. Aroma of coffee fill the air. Full of energy and vibrant atmosphere.

A town that is on the move. The city combines of the tradition and the new. Vivid south bank and the Flinders st landmark. The most livable city in the world!

Melbourne. You would never leave once you stay here for more than 24 hours!

Search Results:‘Art & Design ‘

contributed by Leonard, 20 October 2008

One of the great things about Melbourne is that great art pops up where you least expect it.
A recent trip for breakfast in Martin St Brighton led me to the work of Melbourne artist Fiona Raulli.

contributed by adela, 6 October 2008

Who would have thought that on the corner of Collins Street and Queen Street, right in the finnancial centre of Melbourne City is a group of buildings known as ‘The Gothic Collection’.

contributed by Kathleen Barbour, 29 September 2008

To wander around the Ian Potter centre was the highlight of our trip. The art here gave us a real sense of the history and people of Australia. Art is my thing and the collections here are a pure visu…

contributed by Ben Tibbs, 14 September 2008

It is only open during opening hours of the National Gallery but has a nice indoor/outdoor arrangement and the menu and wine list is very good. Taking in the Art Deco Exhibition that is on at the mome…

contributed by b, 29 August 2008

My art experience in the city… Well as a group we walked into art. We went to graffitied alleyways like Union lane and Hoisier lane. Union lane is a lane way which is part of a street art project….

It's Easy to Lose Yourself in Melbourne

can’t wait…

Posted by: iamlillian | June 18, 2009

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